This years been a year of hard times and good times but none the less a year of Blessings. Trying to go home again has been harder than I thought. Home as in Brasil that is. I believe that God will get me there, but as much as I want to be there now, God has to bring me the resources into getting there.
Approximately a year and a half ago I left Brasil and it could have been the worst decision of my life. I walked out without turning back, lieing to myself and everyone else saying that I didn't regret my decision, I believed i made the right decision. Yeah right, and I thought everyone believed me. I was actually starting to believe myself, the more I told myself that lie, the more I began to cause myself to believe it. No matter what all that matters is what I'm doing for God and that wasn't for God.
A year and a half later I'm trying to get back to that place, back to Brasil, back to that place with God, back to where I used to be, where I was before I walked out of Brasil. It seems to be harder to get back to Brasil, then to originally go to Brasil. Trying to raised the money, and come up with the money to go back to Brasil has been extremely hard. But I'll get there, not in my timing though because if it were my timing I would already be with the team. Be with my family.
As I conclude this Blog, I ask that you would pray for me, pray that I would get back to Brasil and be able to raise the money for that. Pray for my walk with God to go to the next level. Because its getting there! I love God, I love people, I love the world, and I love Brasil,
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