Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Through the tears, I'll praise my God!

Romans 12:11-12 Do not lose zeal but keep your spiritual fervor, praise the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, and faithful in prayer!
As I am here in the United States astonished by the ungrateful son of a guns who run the consulate... I seem to always feel like I'm on the verge of tears! Unable to express my emotions it all stays in side..
Its so amazing how the consulate can jerk us around so much and still have a clear conscious. Dont they know they are doing exactly what the devil wants them to do? They are playing right into the hands of the enemy!
I was ready to go to Brasil before September even came around, ask Pastor Richard. I kept telling him I was ready, I was counting down. And 3 months after Masters Commission started we are still stuck in this place we call America. Don't get me wrong I love America, I love my county, but it's not where I want to be!
As you sit there wondering what to think about this blog, I beg you don't feel sorry for me for my Father who is in Heaven is watching me and is proud of all of us! Yes, I am annoyed, confused, frustrated, astonished, and irritated; but I beleive in my God, and my Father, my Daddy is in charge, Satan isn't! I have trust in my God for everything that comes my way.
We will get to Brasil, we're almost there. My prayer is that we wont get discouraged or distracted by the lies of the enemy as well as distracted because the consulate wants to make our lives a living hell. Yes, I just said that, you read it!
But I am willing, we are willing to be persecuted against, beaten, hurt, and insulted for our Fathers name. We are willing to go that extra mile and not care what anyone thinks. We are willing to fight for what we beleive in so that God will work in other people through us. We are willing to be shot down for the name of Christ Jesus, because he was insulted, persecuted against, hated, hurt, beaten, and His blood shed for us. HE DIED FOR US, WHY NOT LIVE FOR HIM?
So the consulate can do what they want, we have faith in our Father, we beleive in Him, just like He believes in us. At least we have Him on our side!

Monday, December 8, 2008

I'm ready for battle!

Waiting here with Bruce, Margaret, Lindsey, Nellie and Pastor Joshua is kind of getting tiresome! I don't want to be here anymore...... "Do you hear that Daddy, I don't want to be here anymore!" I'm ready for battle! I want to be in Brasil already helping those precious little kids know His name. I want to be able to change someones perspective on life and give God the glory because He will be working through me! I want to change someones world, not to be glorified but to glorify Him. Mathew 6:1 "Be careful not to do your 'acts of righteousness' before men, to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven.
I want to be with the other part of our team, I'm ready to care for the kids who arent cared for and I'm ready for battle because God is kicking the devil out of Brasil. The devil has no authority on us, because we are like Christ and have Christ. I know God has his own timing but it's soo soo hard to just wait. "Lord give me patience" Although I am ready for battle, and I'm not in Brasil I do understand that I can fight for Jesus right here in Coalinga! With God all things are possible and with Him theres nothing, I/we cant do! Jesus is going to set the world on fire through me, wherever he places me. I'll be in Brasil soon! I'll be ready for battle, I'll be ready to fight for those kids.