Thursday, December 11, 2008

Through the tears, I'll praise my God!

Romans 12:11-12 Do not lose zeal but keep your spiritual fervor, praise the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, and faithful in prayer!
As I am here in the United States astonished by the ungrateful son of a guns who run the consulate... I seem to always feel like I'm on the verge of tears! Unable to express my emotions it all stays in side..
Its so amazing how the consulate can jerk us around so much and still have a clear conscious. Dont they know they are doing exactly what the devil wants them to do? They are playing right into the hands of the enemy!
I was ready to go to Brasil before September even came around, ask Pastor Richard. I kept telling him I was ready, I was counting down. And 3 months after Masters Commission started we are still stuck in this place we call America. Don't get me wrong I love America, I love my county, but it's not where I want to be!
As you sit there wondering what to think about this blog, I beg you don't feel sorry for me for my Father who is in Heaven is watching me and is proud of all of us! Yes, I am annoyed, confused, frustrated, astonished, and irritated; but I beleive in my God, and my Father, my Daddy is in charge, Satan isn't! I have trust in my God for everything that comes my way.
We will get to Brasil, we're almost there. My prayer is that we wont get discouraged or distracted by the lies of the enemy as well as distracted because the consulate wants to make our lives a living hell. Yes, I just said that, you read it!
But I am willing, we are willing to be persecuted against, beaten, hurt, and insulted for our Fathers name. We are willing to go that extra mile and not care what anyone thinks. We are willing to fight for what we beleive in so that God will work in other people through us. We are willing to be shot down for the name of Christ Jesus, because he was insulted, persecuted against, hated, hurt, beaten, and His blood shed for us. HE DIED FOR US, WHY NOT LIVE FOR HIM?
So the consulate can do what they want, we have faith in our Father, we beleive in Him, just like He believes in us. At least we have Him on our side!

2 comments:

REFUSING TO LIVE MERELY TO EXIST said...

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! It sounds like you might be a bit pissed. Awesome! That's the kind of warrior-babe we need down here in Brasil helping to kick some devil-butts. We are anxious for your arrival. - PR

J-Lynn said...

haha..yeah, I was just a little pissed and I still am but I am not angry as much anymore! Just pissed but I know that God is faithful and we will be there soon! Very soon! I cant wait! See ya soon!